Why do I yearn for something more the farther away it is?
Why is it the more distorted it is, the more beautiful it is?
I looked down at the ground
My legs shook and my heart pounded
And before I knew it, I had fallen
Clouds that cover skies low
Days that feel like
it’s about to rain soon
You have just suddenly disappeared
to somewhere where are you now
I’m sure I wouldn’t have known what tomorrow would bring
Sky, clear up
I must not get depressed, I won’t lose
Sun, show your face
If it does, you can come back
I adored your scar on your cheek
and the dimple when you smiled oh
I adored your collar
that had the scent of someone else
I adored the days when we just fought
for things with no means oh
I adored when you were always
just there for me by my side
I loved the birthmark on your cheek and the dimple you were shy about
I loved your collarbone, which smelled like someone else
I loved the days where we fought over silly things
I loved the bed in the morning where we licked each other’s wounds
I am going to live for you only you
Is that such a wrong thing?
Cause I’m serious, listen to me
Always be by your side
Is it no good
For me to live for your sake?
I’m serious, listen
I’ll always be by your side
Come now heading to the oblivion to the darkness sink me
Future is lonely as it seems to be and I am reaching from there
My mind is clear now
I feel like I can do anything when I want to do it, yeah
I feel I’m notorious
Do you know what you can handle?
Do you know me?
Come, sink beyond the oblivion
Because it’s a lonely future, I reach out my hand alone
I cleared my mind and felt entirely omnipotent
I felt like a celebrity
Don’t you know me?
I do a strange loop here – the strongest fallen angel in history
The wound on my wrist I’ve cut myself still has not been healed, tingles with pain
I shall tell my blood to soar up high with the wind
Let it dye everything
Oh raging wind, go do your thing
And take me away out of this tainted space
Have no complaints where I will be even if it is maculate than where I am now