Asu nante konai you ni to negatta yoru kazoekirenai
Yume mo ai mo nakushi ame ni utareta mama
Naiteru naiteru naiteru naiteru
Kazari tsukenai de kono mama no
Watashi de ikite yuku tame nani ga hitsuyou
Jibun sae shinjirezu nani wo shinjitara ii no
Kotae wa chikasugite mienai
Kuroi namida nagasu
Watashi ni wa nani mo nakute kanashisugite
Kotoba ni sae naranakute
Karadajuu ga itami dashite
Taerarenai hitori de wa
Yonaka ni nakitsukarete egaita jibun ja nai jibun no kao
Yowasa wo kakushita mama egao wo tsukuru no wa
Yameyou yameyou yameyou yameyou
Kazari tsukenai de ikite yuku koto wa kono yo de ichiban
Muzukashii koto?
Anata kara morau nara katachi no nai mono ga ii
Kowareru mono wa mou iranai
Kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo
Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite
Onaji itami butsukaru
Sonna hibi wo tsudzukeru nara
Tooku kiete shimaitai
Wagamama to wakattemo...
Kuroi namida nagasu
Watashi ni wa nani mo nakute kanashisugite
Kotoba ni sae naranakute
Karadajuu ga itami dashite
Kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo
Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite
Onaji itami butsukaru
Sonna hibi wo tsudzukeru nara
Tooku kiete shimaitai
Wagamama to wakattemo...
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Countless nights I wished tomorrow would never come
Without dreams or love, still pounded by rain
I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying
What do I need in order to go on living
As I am, without pretenses?
What can I believe in if I can't even believe in myself?
The answer is too close to see
Black tears flow
Inside of me there is nothing; there's too much sadness
I can't even turn it into words
My body is exuding pain
And I can't withstand it all on my own
Tired of crying in the middle of the night, it wasn't the face I drew but that of my own
Still hiding away my sadness and creating a smile
Let's end this, let's end this, let's end this, let's end this
Is going on living without pretenses
The most difficult thing in the world?
If you're going to give me something, make it something without a shape
I have no need for things than can be broken
Black tears flow even as I cry out
Pretending not to know, tomorrow comes
And I'm struck by the same pain as always
If days like this are going to continue
I want to disappear somewhere far away
Though I know that's selfish of me...
Black tears flow
Inside of me there is nothing; there's too much sadness
I can't even turn it into words
My body is exuding pain
Black tears flow even as I cry out
Pretending not to know, tomorrow comes
And I'm struck by the same pain as always
If days like this are going to continue
I want to disappear somewhere far away
Though I know that's selfish of me... |